Complicated Mind

Why Goodbye by Peabo Bryson
So are we over now
Do we just turn the page
Or let the story end?
Do we just walk away
Just like we never meant
I know we said some things
And now you want to leave
But maybe that’s no reason to let a good love die

Why goodbye
Why must it be this way
So many words
So many other words that we could say
Why goodbye
After all this time
Can’t we try
Why goodbye

Why can’t we work it out
Why can’t we talk it out
A little more this time
Search though the rain and find
A ray of hope still shine
We can just close the door
We still are fighting for
We’ve come too far together to leave it all behind

Why goodbye
Why must it be this way…

The road that I love is never easy
You’ll get lost along the way
But in time
You will find your way through
We can make it through the bad times
We can make it to the good times through the stormy weather
‘Cos we belong together

Jadi inget sama seseorang

Akhirnya kemaren mudik ke Tangerang (err… ngga jauh sih dari Jakarta ke Tangerang hahahaha). Anyway, pulang ke rumah sehari sebelum lebaran. Berangkat sore-sore. Nyampenya juga masih sore. Malemnya udah janjian mo pergi keliling sama temen SD, Aji. Dijemput sekitar jam 7 malam. Pertama pergi ke Lippo Supermall Karawaci. Setelah itu ke rumah Aji dan langsung terbang ke rumah teman SD yang lain yaitu Andan. Hari pertama lebaran. Hampir telat shalat Ied, untung masih kekejar walaupun telat 1 rakaat. Setelah shalat Ied, sekeluarga keliling komplek buat silaturahmi. Setelah itu di rumah aja deh. Malamnya ke rumah tetangga lagi yang namanya Adi, temen dari kecil nih. Hari kedua lebaran. Saudara-saudara dari pihak bokap datang. Rame lah pokoknya. Malamnya ngumpul bareng Adi dan Aji. Ngobrol-ngobrol dari masalah cewe, kerjaan, fotographi, komputer, politik, dll. Ngga nyangka sekarang udah bisa ngomongin politik hahaha… sesuai umur kali yah

Sekarang udah di kost lagi. Besok mau ngelamar-ngelamar kerja.

pheww… this is why I rarely post a story about my life, because i’m not good in story telling

Dulu, di bagian “About Me” saya memasang sebuah kode, yaitu geekcode. Geekcode saya adalah:

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Artiin sendiri yah di http://www.geekcode.com/geek.html.

Nah barusan saya nemu Blogger Code :p Mungkin udah basi, tapi ngga apa-apa soalnya saya baru tau hehehe… Dan ini Blogger Code saya:

B7 d- t k++ s- u-- f i- o+ x- e l c

Untuk mengartikannya, salin kode di atas dan paste ke situs ini.

Tiada kata seindah dzikir, tiada bulan seindah Ramadhan, izinkan kedua tangan bersimpuh maaf utk lisan yg tak terjaga, janji yg terabaikan, hati yg berprasangka & sikap yg pernah menyakitkan… “Maaf Lahir Bathin, Selamat menunaikan Ibadah Puasa1426 H….”

Wah posting yang terakhir banyak di komplain yah. Ya ga apa-apa deh, maap ya pemirsaaaaa

Selasa, 27 September 2005 Hari selasa kemarin gw interview di INTI College Indonesia, di interview singkat habis itu di test. Setelah di test, katanya masih ada interview lagi. Tadinya diminta interview hari rabu ini, tapi gw nya ngga bisa karena mau ikutan Sun Developer Days 2005 di Hotel Shangri-La.

Rabu, 28 September 2005 Hari ini rencananya mau ke Sun Developer Days 2005. Tapi berangkatnya agak telat, karena semuanya pada telat bangun hahaha. Sampai di Hotel Shangri-La jam 10 pagi. Resepsionis-nya cantik-cantik hahaha. Tapi seminarnya rada membosankan -_- Disana ketemu lagi sama Frans Thamura. Ngobrol-ngobrol masalah Java dan Ubuntu. Katanya sih pas pulangnya dikasih CD Netbeans dan DVD Solaris 10, tapi ternyata dikasihnya cuma CD Netbeans mobility add-on doank. Sedih deh. Tapi untung lunch nya lumayan enak.

Ya sekian laporan hari ini.

Sekarang gw lagi jadi pengacara (pengangguran banyak acara) nih. Hehehe… Jadi kalong tiap hari ngoprekin Ubuntu. Ini waktu terlama gw make Linux di komputer sendiri. Dan gw buat blog sendiri buat itu di http://lutzubuntu.blogspot.com, tapi ada kepikiran juga untuk di merging ama blog ini. Disatuin ngga yah? mikir

Btw, kalo ada info lowongan kerjaan, atau ada lowongan di tempat kerja anda untuk bidang IT, mohon kabar-kabari saya yah Makasih banget loh!

Saturday night, I went with Yogi, Buan, Rissa and Mario. We went to BFC Bar in Jl. Jaksa. We stay there until 1 AM. After that we go to Vertigo & X Lounge in Plaza Semanggi. The cover charge is Rp. 70.000,- Luckily my friend was paying it for me :p First, we saw the X Lounge, they playing R&B songs. Then they all want to go upstairs to Vertigo. In Vertigo they playing music that I don’t understand hahaha…. In there I was thinking, what’s wrong with all these people? Why the willing to waste a lot of money on alcoholic drinks? And I was thinking if government make a place like this, they could get a lot of money, and they can pay the debt to other countries. But that was just a thought that would never be come true. It’s impossible that government would open a place like that. After a while, we go downstairs again to X Lounge. In X Lounge I manage my self to get a sit. It’s a very comfortable place with all the people dancing and drinking. I really like to observe those people and wondering what were they thinking hahaha…. Guess I’m not a ‘dugem’ type of person.

After that we went to eat ‘bubur ayam’ in tebet and we went home.

This are the situation in vertigo, taken with Yogi’s handphone (I know it’s too dark :p)

When will I have a time not to think seriously and just enjoying my leisure

Today is a holiday. I didn’t go anywhere in the afternoon. I helped Natalie to install Apache and PHP through MSN Messenger. It takes a longer time, because of miscommunication :p Then, in the evening I went to EX with Natalie, Firman, Toby, July and Edwin.

Just another boring day…

Everything in this life is come and go. I just met a friend’s of friend. And now she’s going abroad. And I feel like that I lost her. I don’t know why….

Now I got a flu, and I hope the flu will go away from me

Why we cannot always keep in touch with all of our friends? Although he/she was my best friend. They just seem dissapear with the wind. And I hope the wind will bring them back to me.

Come and Go…. Come and Go…. Please come all the good things in life… Please go all the bad things in life…

Kemarin akhirnya selesai juga salah satu assignment yang cukup berat. Walaupun banyak hambatan hehehe… Edit dokumen sama Firman sampe jam 10:30 malam. Thx to Toby udah minjemin StarOne buat koneksi Internet untuk kirim dokumen ke Mr. Revvi. Setelah submit dokumen, kita bertiga pergi main billiard untuk menghilangkan stress. Di sana sudah ada Nat, Maria dan teman-temannya. Main sampai jam 12 malam. Setelah itu kita terus ke apartemen Maria. Bagus loh tempatnya. Dimasakin indomie deh sama Maria karena aku blum dinner sama sekali, thx a lot Maria Kita pulang dari apartemen Maria jam 2 pagi.

Today… today.. saturday… masih harus ke kampus buat ngerjain tugas HCI sama Firman, Oscar dan Calista. Di kampus sampai sekitar jam 4 lewat. Cape banget.